You cannot be a person who values having plenty of open space to operate in and work hard to acquire more stuff that does little than take up space.
This is called cognitive dissonance: the mental stress or discomfort experienced by an individual who holds two or more contradictory beliefs, ideas, or values at the same time, or is confronted by new information that conflicts with existing beliefs, ideas, or values.
You will tear your brain apart by trying to exist in two competing worlds with absolutely nothing in common.
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